Monday June 15, 2020
alternate names for black boys
When mornings summer there is a wild eyed hope for the day.
A warm breeze beckoning, the rickety wooden chair seeming easy.
There are plans and lists and joys and items. All languishing
on the vine. A cool green grape rounds the mouth of hunger and
we wait for the severed head from its body to make its way down
By the middle of the day there is a leaf blower competition from
both the front and the alleyway and through the on and off the
crows protecting their wired haunt snap and hurl their elastic
throats. It will be harder to pretend that this isn’t the day.
How quickly can motivation mumble into something softer. It comes
with hesitation. Acceptance of stillness sometimes begs the test.
I have never not grown after a deep surrendering.