“This is the beginning of the beginning” by Julia at her table

Thursday January 3, 2019
8:56pm
5 minutes
When Things Fall Apart
Pema Chödrön

This is excellent timing. The beginning of the beginning.
Good. Not to worry. It’s not the end, it’s all new.
Nothing to fear! The world, at this point, is your oyster!
Don’t like oysters? Don’t get caught up in words! They’re
just words! But they are excellent words, aren’t they?
The Beginning of the Beginning! It’s exciting. What will
you do? Set a schedule? Make a plan? Cross of the items on
the list? It’s all up to you, isn’t it. It’s yours to do
with what you like. If you are looking for an example of
what to do now since it’s the beginning and not the ending
then I will offer that to you. I am planning (see!) to
BEGIN the process of the end. Confused? I understand. You.
I understand how you might be. If this is the beginning,
should I be so defeatist? I have all this time to make
a new thing at the beginning of the beginning. I could
do whatever my heart desired, after all. And that is why
I am happy to announce my retirement! I am beginning to
retire from this life that no longer keeps me tuned in!
I want to go back home. I’m as surprised as you. I only
realized today how much I hate it here.

“Thanks guys” by Julia at her desk

Wednesday May 30, 2018
11:00pm
5 minutes
Overheard on Oak St.

I know you’re leaving when I see the bowl of left over tuna salad in the fridge.
This is what it looks like when you go away.
No more cooking big meals in case you don’t get a chance to eat them.
Butt ends of broccoli and too few mushrooms to make a difference.
I think our mouths have been meeting in our sleep again.
You are saying goodbye with every dream I think I’m having.
In the morning it is still dark and you are half beside me, half out the door.
Who do I thank for giving you wings when they are breaking my heart?
Do I blame it on the big men in the big buildings in the big city?
In the quiet of our goodbye, you’re the one who says you’re sorry.
I am so happy for you.
It hasn’t even been a full day yet.

“The time is auspicious” by Julia on the 94 going east


Wednesday, January 2, 2013
4:02pm
5 minutes
Radio Drama
David Mamet


Perfect for baking, for calling a loved one, for telling a loved one you’re baking and that, yes, you love them.
All these things.
Can we do it?
Can we make it right?
Of course, we will, we must, of course we will.
We. What a healthy dose of you and me, a split line divided straight down the middle: half will pay for the child’s college fund, half will make sure a roof over the child’s head is had.
We WILL. WE. WE. Will we?
We wait a little bit, between yesterday and NOW. when there is nothing to worry about except breathing in the thoughtful sounds of our peaceful minds. The thoughtful holiday of our brains relaxing on the beach and sipping a pina colada in the middle of January. Blueberries in January. Frozen tulips in January. We keep them in the fridge!
HA!
WE. WE DO. We do. WE. We. Do We?
perfect timing, all good things will come. When all things are done being done, they will be something else…
A dream?
NO!
A reality!
We stop ourselves right before the moment says it’s over. We do this because we’re scared of art. We’re scared of taking all of our clothes off, swimming in the lake IN JANUARY, and being wrong.
How could we be wrong!
We do what we do what we will what we will what we can what we can what we can