Tuesday January 20, 2015
from Hairspray Queen
Kurt Cobain Journals
You’ve got that “I have to win” look in your eyes.
You don’t know how to not have it. Need to.
You’ve got that thing.
And it’s not just a look.
And it’s not just an idea.
It’s a desire, carnal, tangy.
It’s deep down.
Deep deep down-
Ocean blue black, immaculate.
Where you keep all your truths-
Where you let them wear sea pearls and dance together in the dark.
Fighting to win.
Fighting to fight.
Cause if you lose it-
If you ever give up on that look in your eyes-
The one telling you to rise up and take it
Then you’ll be dark, midnight waves.
You’ll be deep dark like the hidden-