“it doesn’t experience rejection” by Julia at the studio

Thursday October 24, 2019
4:54pm
5 minutes
The Tao Of Warren Buffett
Mary Buffett & David Clark

it’s easy to poke the bear
when she is sleeping and
is it smart, tell me, is
it wise?

she might throw you across
the room and that is assuming
you’re poking an inside bear.

I would throw you if I were
that bear. I would throw you
up and down and back and
around and that might just
be my impulse to launch things.

Like a child, i can throw stones
too, into a river, or lake, all
the live long day and the water
doesn’t get mad that there are
heavy objects being hurled.

It doesn’t experience that
sweet feeling of rejection.
And why should the ocean be
humbled? She has worked far
too hard and long and up
and down and back and around
to be anything but big.

and if a bear is the weakened
heart, then yes, poking her
would only get you better
acquainted with the room.
A room and all its edges,
the floor, the ceiling, the
corners, the nails sticking
all the way up.
But that is assuming you’re
poking an inside bear.

“Slack jawed” by Julia on the tub


Thursday October 13, 2016
11:08pm
5 minutes
from an email

Russell was really pleased with himself for finding a teddy bear with his own name etched in the ear tag. He believed this kind of thing was rare and meant to be and that he had some newfound super powers. Suddenly he believed he was where he was supposed to be. He had never believed that before. He attributed it to the bear finding and the sign receiving he was now very open to. He said thank you in a low whisper to his lucky stars and his Nanna Toni who was among his lucky stars but also acted in part as a guardian angel. She was a star angel. Russell liked to think of her twinkling in the sky and twirling in the wind. She never danced while she was alive but somehow afterward Russell felt like that was all she did. Aside from looking out for him. When the bear appeared to him, his face fell open in wonder and amazement for the possibilities he might get to find.

“take her children to church” by Julia at her desk


Thursday June 4, 2015
1:01am
5 minutes
Vogue
October 2014


She wakes up early in the morning, before the sun does, before the man does. He sleeps like a bear anyway. He wouldn’t notice if the house was on fire. He wouldn’t notice if his testicles were dipped in hydrochloric acid. For the record she has considered both options. She decides on sneaking her babies out without causing any physical pain. She doesn’t want to add to her little ones’ suffering. God knows they’be been through enough. She dresses her sleeping children as best she can. Georgia’s eyes flap open and she knows if she’s to wake anyone, Georgia’s the best one. She loves secrets. She’ll be good at helping her get the other two ready. She doesn’t even worry about the snoring bear. Georgia is quiet but she is curious. She puts her fingers to her lips and smiles with her eyes.